A song to Lord God

May the Lord show us his mercy
May the Lord take the lead
May the Lord grant us our wishes
May the Lord forgive our sin

They do hop!

Wow, what a night! I just couldn't help joining the rest of the audience to dance together. The last time was in Leslie's 2001 concert. The atmosphere was really great! It was so great that even the old lady sitting next to me also moved along and danced, wow!

It was my first time to watch Grasshoppers' concert and I think it's brilliant. They do hop! They hop high and well. They have enthusiasm, no guest singers but themselves only. They danced and sang throughout the whole concert and the presentation of the whole thing is just wonderful! Almost 95% of the songs are the songs of our teenage time and they just brought us back to the good old days! Thank grasshoppers. I can't believe that they are still as energetic as they were before. Next year would be their 25th anniversary; I cannot think of other reasons but passion for them to continue to sing and dance. I really appreciate their effort made. Of course "Lonely" is the song I enjoy most!

Thank God that I could really forget everything and enjoyed this big party with my honey husband. By the way, it was him who bought the tickets:>

Just to remind myself that next time, don't buy the RED section (range from 42-49) in the Coliseum because you will not be able to see the big screen but a giant string hanging in front of you blocking your view, remember!

Lamlam's devolution theory 退化論

Why man always thinks about evolution, why not devolution? Look at this world, a fallen one, things are falling apart and it is so hard for us to live happily and safely on earth. I always think that long time ago, there were a group of people who found it so harsh to live in this world, which is full of pain, killings, discrimination, deception, troubles, worries, poverty, exploitation, pollution, diseases, miseries and so on, that they no longer could tolerate, in the end, they just escaped from reality and went back to live in the wild and turned themselves into animals and lived like animals. God created man but because of the harsh reality, man turned themselves into baboons狒狒, chimpanzee黑猩猩, gorillas大猩猩, orangutans猩猩 and monkeys猴子 so that they no longer had to think nor worry about anything with their conscious minds. This is what I call, devolution or galilamlam's devolution theory. Haha:P

In short, the ancestors of baboons, chimpanzee, gorillas, orangutans ad monkeys are us, human beings. If you wonder why there are so many species, I can only explain two. All the bold men turned themselves into baboons; and all those who hated to look at this world with their usual ways permitted themselves to grow a tail and became monkeys so that they could look at the world from an upside-down angle in order to feel better. They would say, "We'd prefer eating bananas every day and enjoying our lives on the trees to living in this hell-like world!"

If you ask me which animal I'd prefer to regress myself, I'd choose to become a vegetarian eagle which can soar in the sky.

* pic taken fromhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin

In memory of Leslie

At the moment of Leslie leaving us, I was playing badminton at the Police Recreation Club. Later, I heard the radio news reporter saying something that was hard to believe but had to! It was a full stop to one's life and a huge exclamation mark to all of us!

He was the first real idol that would make me crazy, but just a bit! We were still F.1 at that time and we needed to do something for the Xmas talent show. There should be six of us, good friends at that time, innocent but dare to show our real selves, when we performed one of his famous, popular songs, "Don't want to sleep (無心睡眠)". Let me see, it should be me, Maria, Miriam, Kitty, Fiona and who else? Would that be Carol? Just can't remember! We were so familiar with all the gestures used in the song and of course the song itself! In the end, we were, of course, not regarded as "talented" in this talent show but "rebellious" instead, I guess! It was supposed to have one performance from each class, but we had two because we couldn't tolerate the idea of singing "the Greatest Love of all" on stage. I remember for the rest of the class, they sang this song and, for sure, they were just like the very traditional, obedient, delicated, little roses in the eyes of all the teachers! I was proud not to be one, I was, guess what, a wild one, a more beautiful, colourful but tough one! (But it paid!)

The rent for my house in THA was just $100 a month and I would spend about $200 for a ticket of his concert, can you imagine? It was the idea of Dora. To my surprise, I found fans around me were crazier that they really needed to take pills! Were we still F.1 students? It was my first time to go for a concert. I got very excited and took lots of pics of him though I still wondered why he crept on the floor in his very tight swimming suit for a whole song!

The second concert was in 2001. I remember I went with Maria and who else? I couldn't believe the long-haired man was the one that I had loved before! Anyway, I was impressed by his song "Me" (我). Later, I understood why and what had happened to him.

He had a beautiful soul and wouldn't dare to hurt others but unfortunately, himself. He was the one and only who had such charisma on stage. He was gifted and real "talented".

I've learnt that we have to be consistent in and out and shouldn't hide the real me for long. I should voice out what I want and who I am. I should defend for myself with thorns whenever it's necessary!

Blowing my baby bloom balloon

It's kind of sarcasm when you hear about casual abortion by naive teenage girls. Where on earth can we find boundaries? Where on earth can we find commitment and responsibility? Where on earth can we build up more healthy families so that there are less tragedies?! Nevertheless, these girls may be victims themselves.

Those who long for babies would suffer from miscarriage, be forced to abort, wait for long...

My dear Lord God, may YOU grant the wishes of all the women who really want to be mothers, good, responsible mothers. May you have mercy on me so that I can be a mother one day, a beautiful, caring, lovely mother with lovable children. Thank YOU for listening. Amen.