i feel depressed...

I feel like crying when facing so many things that seem not to be able to be solved or find a way out...What are they?

• I don't want to see my husband get depressed due to his lumbar pain. I want to see him happy and recovered.
• I don't want to please my mom anymore because i am really getting tired to do so...It is disgusting to see her repeated destructive, obssessive behaviour...I want to see her get healed.
• I also feel disgusted to know about the things that dad has done, don't know whether it's the cause or the result of mom's continuous tortorous behaviour. Can there be a way out? Our family needs saviour and light of hope.
• I also feel sick of it to see my sis waste time on the destructive relationship she has...She doesn't love herslf at all, she doesn't respect her own feelings and the crying deep inside her heart either.
• I feel painful in heart to see all those poor people suffer from the lost of their family members in the 5.12 earthquake. It's not totally natural disaster...
• I feel angry to read/watch the news about the finalised, actual death polls of students in the earthquake released by those "officers without conscience"...how would jesus feel? Would he feel the same way as mine, too? What would jesus do?
• I feel broken-hearted to see those moms/dads crying for justice for their lost children...Can those who dominate also dominate real justice? Can justice be dominated?
• I feel guilty to sit comfortably on the couch reading about all these news especially the ones about the massacre 20 years ago!
• Sometimes, I feel lost about my belief because many things happened cannot be justified or rationalized! It seems that the belief my brothers have can help them to get released about the unknown miseries happened in life! Is that true? Shouldn't the belief I have the ultimate one that can console us most or it is just because of my limited knowledge or ignorance towards it?
• I feel that the heart of my motherland is boiled with anger from injustice, deceit, selfishness, unfairness...all these will explose in time...just like Dante's Peak!
• I feel that my heart is aching with tears...things are falling apart but I don't want to fall apart! Can YOU help?
• I feel weak and impotent to see the reality...
• I feel like crying...