2009年7月10日 星期五

gali, you r not bad.

This is what Asta said on Wednesday night. "You are not bad, actually, you are quite good!...Why do you always look down on yourself? Don't empower the influence of your mom and dad's negativeness on you, you have choice and power to control and ignore them."

To be frank, everytime we met, I felt panicked because I always thought that I was the same, no self-growth. But everytime Asta would have something new and improvement made in her life.I just envied. The old Asta would just despise my staying-the-same situation!

Nevertheless, the chat we had that night was wonderful. I've started to see the real Asta that we are the same, fragile and need love and healing. It is the first time I've ever felt that we are close enough to share. I see changes in her, me of course! I see a brand new Asta. Yeah, It was bravo to see that Asta did listen and understand my feelings. I just felt like crying at that time! (I did cry a bit!)

Her words of encouragement and understanding have empowered me a lot. Thank God for everything. May God bless our families with abundant love and peace from YOU. Amen.

Don't Assume You Know It All

The Message--Proverbs 3

5-6
Trust God from the bottom of your heart;
don't try to figure out everything on your own.

Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he's the one who will keep you on track.

NIV-Proverbs 3

5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
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Lord, thanks for reminding! I love you(at least learning to!)

the congi is HYPERACTIVE

What an irritating noise! I just can bear no more and went uptairs to express my anger just now! The man living upstairs is called Mr Au. Can you imagine? He has 2 dogs playing upstairs every day that I always hear their steps running back and forth the house. The noise is around the clock and if this continues, I'm going to be crazy!!! Honey and I have not been sleeping well for a long time!

Of course, though I'm angry, I'm still under good control. I told him how annoying it is to hear all the noise and hope he can do something. Of course I understand what dog lovers think, but he must do something to reduce the negative influence his dogs caused to his neighbours. Or else, this is called selfish!

Oh, what should we do except moving out? God, please help!