What do I enjoy doing most?

Gali, what do you really enjoy doing?

When I return to heaven, I believe God must ask me 2 questions:
1. Did yo make yourself happy on earth?
2. Did you make the people around you happy?

I would definitely feel guilty in answering question 1! I didn't or I haven't...yet! Not that I don't want to, but I don't know how or I should say I feel impotent to do so. Lord father, please help me. I feel frustrated. I seem like doing things in vain. I'm sick of feeling in this way. Where can I start? What should I start with?

The question: What do I really enjoy doing now? (No idea!!!)

Thinking about my childhood favourites...wow, I enjoy running around, finding friends to play and talk with. I love roller-skating, cycling chasing after the moon. Catching grasshoppers and climbing the trees. Doing the acrobatic things. I miss those good old days so much!!!

Session 3: Beat it with Self-talk

Just a bit tongue-tied today and could hardly express what I really want. Anyway, the message that I got today is to have self-talk whenever abusive horrible scenes come to my mind. I have to conquer and say what is right to mom in mind to justify her wrongs! Ok, I'll try!

Say what is right and that's it!
I've been good enough to mom and it's done!

Dr Chan has also reminded the importance of learning to live properly like a man!