gali, you r not bad.

This is what Asta said on Wednesday night. "You are not bad, actually, you are quite good!...Why do you always look down on yourself? Don't empower the influence of your mom and dad's negativeness on you, you have choice and power to control and ignore them."

To be frank, everytime we met, I felt panicked because I always thought that I was the same, no self-growth. But everytime Asta would have something new and improvement made in her life.I just envied. The old Asta would just despise my staying-the-same situation!

Nevertheless, the chat we had that night was wonderful. I've started to see the real Asta that we are the same, fragile and need love and healing. It is the first time I've ever felt that we are close enough to share. I see changes in her, me of course! I see a brand new Asta. Yeah, It was bravo to see that Asta did listen and understand my feelings. I just felt like crying at that time! (I did cry a bit!)

Her words of encouragement and understanding have empowered me a lot. Thank God for everything. May God bless our families with abundant love and peace from YOU. Amen.