tiny little things I like...

Let me list all the things I can think of that I really like...

1. watching different tones, shapes and layers of green trees in the wild
2. sitting on the roof of Ka-chun doing nothing but watching the moon
3. peeking onto the street to see what people are doing
4. baking mussels in froiled paper with garlic
5. sharing cakes of different tastes with my friends
6. playing ping-pong with my family
7. playing badminton with LYF
8. bathing in jacuzzi of my club house
9. chatting with friends
10. swimming with my bro and sis
11. touching lok-lok's black face
12. with my head lying on honey's dummy
13. visiting the Sai Kung pier
14. Honey holding my hands tightly
15. tasting a skew of fishballs at Sai Kung pier
16. sitting on the bank of River Seine
17. the funny facial expression of my little sis
18. the silly jokes of my dad
19. the sour fish soup of mom
20. the sushi made by ka-chun
21. the soup made by Grace's mom
22. the sound of water inside my pillow
23. the scent after the clothes are washed
24. playing pseudo-piano with my fingers
25. the smile of honey husband
26. the jokes and jargons of my dad
27. all smiling faces
28. lying on the new sofa while listening to songs + looking out of the balcony
29. slowing myself and watching kids troddle
30. riding the bicycle chasing after the moon...

It's late at night now, let's go to sleep!
Goodnight my dear gali:)

the congi is HYPERACTIVE

What an irritating noise! I just can bear no more and went uptairs to express my anger just now! The man living upstairs is called Mr Au. Can you imagine? He has 2 dogs playing upstairs every day that I always hear their steps running back and forth the house. The noise is around the clock and if this continues, I'm going to be crazy!!! Honey and I have not been sleeping well for a long time!

Of course, though I'm angry, I'm still under good control. I told him how annoying it is to hear all the noise and hope he can do something. Of course I understand what dog lovers think, but he must do something to reduce the negative influence his dogs caused to his neighbours. Or else, this is called selfish!

Oh, what should we do except moving out? God, please help!

My childhood

I just cried when I heard this song...

Childhood--Michael Jackson

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth

Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood...



It's a touching song. Lucky that I viewed the 60 mins on youtube and found that MJ wrote this song that reflects the very bottom feelings of his heart. He's such a poor kid who yearns for love. The DJ's right. He's home now. He's now in the arms of Jesus who will compensate what he didn't have on earth: parental love, acceptance and respect from the media. He must be very tired and exhausted. God, may you love him and let him have peace in your love...Amen.

Lucky that I have a happy childhood. I still have lots of happy memories to taste. Thank God that ka chun can share most with me.

MJ has such a beautiful, "childlike", angel voice. Would it be a gift from God to compensate him for the lost of his childhood?

5 people you meet in heaven

Last night, I watched "Five People You Meet in Heaven" with honey husband. Actually, when I tried to find the book, I've discovered that it was bought in October, 2004. I remember I was working at NP2C at that time and only finished reading the first chapter. After that, this book was put right away.

It's really a nice, inspiring film. I think I prefer watching films to reading, most of the time. I quite enjoy the visual stimulation and presentation of the book. (Maybe I am lazy to have the imagery in my mind!) And I wonder who I will meet in heaven. I told HH that I will meet I a little bird that I killed when I was very small. I felt guilty of it. I tried to take it for a bath and drown it. How evil I was! Little bird, I am sorry!

Just like what the Bible mentions, you will bring the unfinished business to heaven. If the heaven is like what is being shown in the film, that's quite nice. The five people will help you figure out the question marks in life and untangle your mess, frustrations and worries in life and finally, you will be set free as a bird (maybe a Fung Wang) and go back to Lord father with love.

My Favourite Quotations:

• "We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."
• "All the people you meet here have one thing to teach you." Eddie was skeptical. His fists stayed clenched. "What?" he said. "That there are no random acts. That we are all connected. That you can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind."
• "Fairness doesn't govern life and death. For if it did, no good man would ever die young."
• "It is because the spirit knows deep down that all lives intersect. That death doesn't just take someone, it misses someone else. And in that small distance, lives are changed."
  "One withers, another grows."
• "Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."
• "Strangers," the Blue Man said,"are just family you have yet to come to know."
• "No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."
• "All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped."
• "That's what heaven is. You get to make sense of your yesterdays."

They do hop!

Wow, what a night! I just couldn't help joining the rest of the audience to dance together. The last time was in Leslie's 2001 concert. The atmosphere was really great! It was so great that even the old lady sitting next to me also moved along and danced, wow!

It was my first time to watch Grasshoppers' concert and I think it's brilliant. They do hop! They hop high and well. They have enthusiasm, no guest singers but themselves only. They danced and sang throughout the whole concert and the presentation of the whole thing is just wonderful! Almost 95% of the songs are the songs of our teenage time and they just brought us back to the good old days! Thank grasshoppers. I can't believe that they are still as energetic as they were before. Next year would be their 25th anniversary; I cannot think of other reasons but passion for them to continue to sing and dance. I really appreciate their effort made. Of course "Lonely" is the song I enjoy most!

Thank God that I could really forget everything and enjoyed this big party with my honey husband. By the way, it was him who bought the tickets:>

Just to remind myself that next time, don't buy the RED section (range from 42-49) in the Coliseum because you will not be able to see the big screen but a giant string hanging in front of you blocking your view, remember!

Lamlam's devolution theory 退化論

Why man always thinks about evolution, why not devolution? Look at this world, a fallen one, things are falling apart and it is so hard for us to live happily and safely on earth. I always think that long time ago, there were a group of people who found it so harsh to live in this world, which is full of pain, killings, discrimination, deception, troubles, worries, poverty, exploitation, pollution, diseases, miseries and so on, that they no longer could tolerate, in the end, they just escaped from reality and went back to live in the wild and turned themselves into animals and lived like animals. God created man but because of the harsh reality, man turned themselves into baboons狒狒, chimpanzee黑猩猩, gorillas大猩猩, orangutans猩猩 and monkeys猴子 so that they no longer had to think nor worry about anything with their conscious minds. This is what I call, devolution or galilamlam's devolution theory. Haha:P

In short, the ancestors of baboons, chimpanzee, gorillas, orangutans ad monkeys are us, human beings. If you wonder why there are so many species, I can only explain two. All the bold men turned themselves into baboons; and all those who hated to look at this world with their usual ways permitted themselves to grow a tail and became monkeys so that they could look at the world from an upside-down angle in order to feel better. They would say, "We'd prefer eating bananas every day and enjoying our lives on the trees to living in this hell-like world!"

If you ask me which animal I'd prefer to regress myself, I'd choose to become a vegetarian eagle which can soar in the sky.

* pic taken fromhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Darwin

In memory of Leslie

At the moment of Leslie leaving us, I was playing badminton at the Police Recreation Club. Later, I heard the radio news reporter saying something that was hard to believe but had to! It was a full stop to one's life and a huge exclamation mark to all of us!

He was the first real idol that would make me crazy, but just a bit! We were still F.1 at that time and we needed to do something for the Xmas talent show. There should be six of us, good friends at that time, innocent but dare to show our real selves, when we performed one of his famous, popular songs, "Don't want to sleep (無心睡眠)". Let me see, it should be me, Maria, Miriam, Kitty, Fiona and who else? Would that be Carol? Just can't remember! We were so familiar with all the gestures used in the song and of course the song itself! In the end, we were, of course, not regarded as "talented" in this talent show but "rebellious" instead, I guess! It was supposed to have one performance from each class, but we had two because we couldn't tolerate the idea of singing "the Greatest Love of all" on stage. I remember for the rest of the class, they sang this song and, for sure, they were just like the very traditional, obedient, delicated, little roses in the eyes of all the teachers! I was proud not to be one, I was, guess what, a wild one, a more beautiful, colourful but tough one! (But it paid!)

The rent for my house in THA was just $100 a month and I would spend about $200 for a ticket of his concert, can you imagine? It was the idea of Dora. To my surprise, I found fans around me were crazier that they really needed to take pills! Were we still F.1 students? It was my first time to go for a concert. I got very excited and took lots of pics of him though I still wondered why he crept on the floor in his very tight swimming suit for a whole song!

The second concert was in 2001. I remember I went with Maria and who else? I couldn't believe the long-haired man was the one that I had loved before! Anyway, I was impressed by his song "Me" (我). Later, I understood why and what had happened to him.

He had a beautiful soul and wouldn't dare to hurt others but unfortunately, himself. He was the one and only who had such charisma on stage. He was gifted and real "talented".

I've learnt that we have to be consistent in and out and shouldn't hide the real me for long. I should voice out what I want and who I am. I should defend for myself with thorns whenever it's necessary!

Blowing my baby bloom balloon

It's kind of sarcasm when you hear about casual abortion by naive teenage girls. Where on earth can we find boundaries? Where on earth can we find commitment and responsibility? Where on earth can we build up more healthy families so that there are less tragedies?! Nevertheless, these girls may be victims themselves.

Those who long for babies would suffer from miscarriage, be forced to abort, wait for long...

My dear Lord God, may YOU grant the wishes of all the women who really want to be mothers, good, responsible mothers. May you have mercy on me so that I can be a mother one day, a beautiful, caring, lovely mother with lovable children. Thank YOU for listening. Amen.